I can't explain it

I don't really understand this stupid feeling i have for you. And i hate that i can't explain it, can't even put it in words. Every time i see. Every time i hear. Every time i feel the spirit of your existence. I get jittery. I get uptight. Sometimes i can't even breath because of your highly existence.  I don't feel happy nor do i feel unhappy. Why is that. Does love feel like that. Does hate feel like that. I don't know. I can't explain it.