Recendling

Soo now 2013 is nearly over, if you guys didn't know.. And as the year is ending i thought i'd share my year in a short summary with you all. But then this idea came up to me and i thought why not make a video, so i'm gonna do that instead. So that's coming up shortly!
Now that i'm on a break from school, and i feel like i haven't done anything. The first week, you could only find me on my bed. But then a few days ago i was so over doing nothing, so i started to go back to the gym and went on several shopping sprees. A girl can never get enough of shopping, right? I but a few things i'll show you guys later.
I want you guys to tell me in the comments below, what you all want to see on the blog. Tell me anything!

xx

I can't explain it

I don't really understand this stupid feeling i have for you. And i hate that i can't explain it, can't even put it in words. Every time i see. Every time i hear. Every time i feel the spirit of your existence. I get jittery. I get uptight. Sometimes i can't even breath because of your highly existence.  I don't feel happy nor do i feel unhappy. Why is that. Does love feel like that. Does hate feel like that. I don't know. I can't explain it.

iPhone member!

Hey guys!!

I'm sorry for the lame update recently. I've been so busy with school and moving out of my room. It has def been stressy! I got my IPhone from the mail two days ago, so now I won't be having excuses hehe ;) 

Sunset

I just saw that i didn't take alot of pictures... I was suppose to film so, no pics for the blog. But hopefully there will be a video coming out soon!

Soccer Game

 Hey guys!
I've been getting myself together these past few days. I have really been at the gym almost everyday and eating healthy! Though, i haven't been doing any homework...
Today i went on a soccer game with my friends. My friend's boyfriend was playing and she and I took some photos and filmed the game for him. We had an awesome time and soccer really is fun to watch. Especially when you have several eye candy hehe.. Tomorrow we'll probably go there again and film some more. The weather was amazing! We had the sunset right infront behind us and when it got darker at night there was fog all over the fotball field. It felt like we were in a movie, especially Teen Wolf. It was really nice!
I took some photos too. I'll update later and put them on here!
xx

Twitter!

City Of Angels.

Kids-sitting.

It's Sunday. Which usually means. Study day. Well, i always study but Sundays are pretty much when i go hard at my homeworks or even studying for a test. BUT i have a break now, so no study day for me! Though i will be kids-sitting the whole day with my brother. My mom, sister and our cousin are going to Stockholm to go shopping. I'm staying because i need to go to the city and get some info about Iphone 5s with my brother, and also because i'm leaving for Stockholm on Thursday for a meeting!
If you guys didn't know, i'm a big tv-show fan! I have so many shows i watch, it's crazy! Last night i started watching "the tomorrow people". It is sooo good, you guys really should watch it! I love tv-shows that are filmed in NY, it looks so good on tv haha..
Now i have to get ready for the city, have a lovely Sunday everyone!
XX

Journalism.

Every Thursday i have a media communication class. This Thursday we were suppose to ask some questions to a police officer about a big news that had chocked the entire country. Six teenage boys had raped a 15 year old girl. They had locked her in a room, at a party. They took her cellphone and took the clothes of of her. This story chocked me so badly. How can kids act like this?! This kind of behavior makes me sick.. this isn't the worst part though. The judge gave the boys NO punishment! They are free as birds. They can do whatever they like.
Excuse my language, but WTF? What is happening to the world? The prosecutor considered the girl in a helpless state. What could she possibly do to condign what happend? I can sit here and write about what i think about this for hours. Anyways, my friends and i had a assignment to make a news program. I'm the reporter and i would interview the prosecutor and why they felt right to let the boys go free. We called them and the police department for hours. We found nobody to talk to about what happend. After searching for hours, we found this women who worked at prosecutor department. She was probably the rudest person i've ever talked to. She was so rude to me and my friends that i didn't even have anything to say to her when she yelled at me. I always can defend myself when it comes to that kind of thing. But this time was different. I guess i was just so chocked that a women her aged could be so rude to a stranger.. The funny thing though, were when my friend/co-worker Ebba, stepped in and defend me. It was war, Ebba and me against her. So funny! Our teacher were so proud of us and we were shaking after speaking/yelling at her. I guess we got to feel how reporters feel when they want an interview with someone.
XX


 This is what our Thursday pretty much looked like.

STRIKE

I'm feeling very happy these past few days. I feel like my life is going on the right direction, which is really good! I think i've never felt this happy... My whole family is gathered in one home. My bestfriend is finally back and not going anywhere. I've gotten to know alot of sweet people this season, which leads to new friends. I got a job at a wonderful bussiness (which i'll tell you guys about soon). My grades are going up and i now know how to get better at the subjects that i suck at, hehe..
I finally feel like i'm at a good place and i'm so happy that i have such an amazing people around me.
Okey let's not go in for it to deep haha!
Yesterday was Friday. Which mean celebrating the weekend, and also the break we have every fall. My friends and i were suppose to go to a party but we dished it and went around town then went bowling. It was so much fun!
Tonight i'll be at a dinner party with some of my good friends. Hope you'll have a wonderful saturday!

xx

Sorry for not taking any pictures last night. But here's a video that i made last year (just for fun) when my friends and i went bowling!

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Today. the day when everything spins around. the day when you start wondering who you could trust. the one day of the entire month, when you ask yourself. who would stand right beside you when things fall apart. who would help you stand back up on your feet. who would look at you from above. who would let you lie there on the ground. wounded. weak and impussiant. who would let you be the opposite of what you really are. those ones who would. leave. forget. get rid of. there is no time for back stabbing people. but plenty of room for new friends. 

always be thankful of what you've got and never take those who love you for granted.

xx

Hot for a nerd?

So i haven't been able to blog these few days. I had a big math test this morning so i stayed up all night studying for it. Hopefully it went good, math is definitely one of my most dislike subjects in school. I only got one more year left of it though! Then hopefully i'll never have to do math ever again!
When i study for a test or even just when i'm doing homework. I LOVE to watch a movie that i like or a tv-show that i've seen before. Then i don't need to see everything that happens and i can concentrate on my work also. Which works great for me!
Today it has been raining the whole day. When i woke up this morning, i always look outside the window to wake my self up a little bit. I've never been so tired like i have been today. The weather is awful! It's so grey, but not like bright grey cause you don't get so irritated by grey bright weather. It was the darkest colour of grey i've ever seen! I didn't even wanna go to school but like i said, i had a big test that i had to do so i got myself up and rode my bike to school. Now i need to watch a episode from 90210 before bedtime!
Goodnight! XX
P.S i'm sorry for that lame post, better next time, promise!

Blacky.

Beginning of Something New.

Hiiiii guys!! I'm now officially back to blogging again and it feels awesome to be back here!

When I was gone for a few months I was juggling with school and having time with my family and friends and also blogging. It was very hard to find time to blog and that was when I decided I have to take a little break from this. And I did. But now I'm BACK! ;)

Yesterday was a lovely evening,  I went on a school dance with my younger siblings. It was really fun and i was very impressed what they had done to the place and also the music. I thought kids in the age of 5-10 listen to kids music like Pippi Long stocking and not Avicci or The Swedish House Mafia? It was soooo cute seeing kids trying to act like they were adults!! Anyways the night turned out great!

My night, and I mean after like 2 o'clock at night got really bad. I got really bad cramps and now I can't move my neck. It really hurts bad, but my mom put some cream on me and now I'm lying in bed with a scarf around my neck...

Hopefully it will get better by tonight! Hope you guys had a lovely evening last night! 

XX

Swedish blogger.

Hiiii everyone!
Im so sorry for my bad update! As i have started school again, i felt like i had to go back to my old blog again..
Here can you click on the link to my old blog, which is now my current blog. I hope you guys are still with me and will be. If the text on the second blog is in swedish and it doesn't translate. Please comment and tell me so that i can write in swedish and also english if it's needed!
Hope you all have a nice evening!
xx

From the bottom!

Heello everyone!

I know i've been bad at updating this week, i'm sorry about that! I just started working and this was my first week. I'm so badly exhausted when i come every day from work, so i haven't been able to blog alot this week. This weekend i spent my days in bed. Yes, in bed. I've been sleeping and sleeping. For those who don't know, ramadan has arrived. Which is a holy month for muslims and they are suppose to fast and pray. And because it's summer, it's been really hard fasting. But i'm trying my best. And this is the first ramadan without our mother, so we have all been missing her alot and we now know how much she does for us. We are always greatful!

Sooooo how have you guys been?

I hate that i have to go to work tomorrow! This job sucks, but well o well...If i want to sucess, i guess i need to work myself up from the bottom.

So i can later say, "i started from the bottom, now i'm here" ;)

Hope you guys had a great weekend! xx

#beautifulcity

"You're a hothouse flower.."

I love everything about this video. So wonderfully made!

 watch in HD!

OUT-FIT

 I'm looooving this outfit right now! Soo trendy for the fall (which is my favorite season). I've been wearing jeans these couple of days which isn't really what i wear, okay i mean i never wear jeans. But i slightly like wearing them, it's so easy and you don't need to match them with anything. What are you wearing for the fall, what's your favorite outfit? Comment below! xx

Boating in the middle of the night.

Yesterdays Photos.

Summer Trip

Hello darlings!
Soo, yesterday was exhausting and exciting at the same time! My family and I went to an amusement park in Stockholm, we left early in the morning and came back around nighttime.
Everytime, and i mean EVERYTIME i arrive at a amusement park with roller coasters everywhere, i transform to a 8 year old! I want to ride everything, i don't care how scary it looks. But when i'm about to jump on the ride, i feel like an 80 year old lady. I was soooo scared, my hands were sweating, my jaw was shaking. Oh boy, it was an awful feeling, but i think everyone get that feeling when they get scared and they are about to jump on a roller coaster..
I unfortunately didn't get to ride the biggest one and scariest one that i was soo excited to ride. My brother chicken out, so i'm planning to go there soon again, this time with my brave friends.
Stockholm is such a lovely city, i really would love to move there some day. I kind of grew up there, i used to go there every summer as a kid and sometimes on the weekends. For those who haven't been in Stockholm yet, i really recommend this city!
Today is Sunday, which means cleaning day...ugh!! I won't lie, everyday is a cleaning day, but especially Sundays are cleaning days.
Hope you all have a great day! xx

Sneak Peek

A True Girl

The shocking words you say, can be forgiven but never forgotten- by a true girl

An unforgettable night

Hiiiii guys!
So yesterday went great! I had to baby sit my siblings in the afternoon, then i curled my hair. Got presents from the family. Then my friend and i had to meet up with boss that i'm working with in august. I'm one of the leaders at the outdoor camp, so i had to introduce myself to the kids. I could barely sit at the fire without itching myself or slaping myself, which i still do... I don't know how i'll survive five days at that camp, also being the leader which that i have to do things that i probably can't do neither being comfortable in the woods. Ugh, let's say i'm only doing this for the money and having more jobs on my resume!
My friend and i went home to her, to change outfits and so on. Afterwards we went to the restaurant where we met up with my girls. We had a lovely dinner with lots of laughing that our stomachs hurt so badly when we went out. Took LOTS of pictures at a park around the city somewhere, then we heard there was a party at the marina so we took of our heels and put on some comfortable shoes so we could walk faster. Let's just say i had a amazing night! I love my friends so much and i don't know what i would do without them by my side!

How was your 4th of July? I'd LOVE to read how your summer has been so far, i don't care if you haven't done unforgettable things, just comment below and i'l promise to write back to you! xx

"It's my birthday i get.."

Sucessfull day!! Hope everyone had a great day, cause i did! xx

4th Of July

Heeelllooo everyone!
As you probably already have figured out, it's my birthday today! These couple of days has been wonderful. Yesterday i got two amazing phone calls, i got hired at the library and i'm starting this monday. I also get to work with some kids at a camp in a month, so i'm really excited about that!
Soo how have you guys been? Anyone from America, that is celebrating 4th of July (my birthday)??
I looooove that my birthday is the same day that everyone in the US are celebrating their national day! Hopefully some day i'll be in America on my birthday and everyone will be so happy and celebrating, and i could just pretend that everyone is celebrating my birthday haha!
This birthday, i don't really wanna have a big party and celebrate it big, cause i don't think 17 is something huge..Hopefully the next one i'll be partying it up hard!

Tonight i'm just taking it easy and going out to dinner with my best friends, then we just gonna go and see a movie.
I hope everyone in the US are having a blast and happy 4th of July to you! xx

These are some songs i'm listening to today!

C-E-L-I-N-E

Heeey Everyone!
How are you guys doing? Today i've just been lying in my bed ALL day. I didn't really had anything to do, but when i made plans. They got ruined. So today i'm spending all day at home, with my computer. Trying to do my nails, but i get distracted over anything, then i stop do them. But luckally i just finished doing some of my nails...it just sounded like i had hundreds of them! I only have like 20 nails...
Anyway, tonight i'm watching Evil Dead with my family. I have been waiting for this movie for soooo long now. In Sweden, american movies come out really late so you have to wait months for a movie that already had hit the movies in America. And when it finally came out, none of my friends wanted to go and see it, they are such chickens haha. So tonight i'm finally watching it!
Have any of you ever seen it, what'd you think? Don't spoil anything ;)
Yesterday i FINALLY bought a Celine bag online, so the pack will arrive in 15-20 days from now. I'm soooo excited for that!
I really don't read lot's of blogs, but i'd like to. So if any of you have a blog that you want me to check out. I definitely will!
Post a comment bellow and send me the link! xx

Blog 2.0

 I'm linking my other blog here stellaiterum.spotlife.se. But as i said in the last post, i will probably be writing here more than the other one!

My first and hopefully not last post!

Hiiiiii there!
This is my first ever blog post in english. I blog on a swedish site called spotlife, i have blogged for only a year now, so i'm not fully an amateur. Hopefully i'll blog here more often than i used to on spotlife. Just because i like to write in english more! My goal is to blog here everyday this summer, and we'll see how it goes when school eventually starts again.
I hope you guys come in and visit my blog! x